I grew up, I broke down, I lived life for you
I stand up, I break down, I give up for you

And there is one thing I'm finally sure of
I gave my courage away cause I am done with it

I miss the warmth that I had before I decided to break the routine

It feels like the rain got under my skin
From now on it seems I have to live with this
In my dreams I killed the ones I always wanted to blame
I realized I have a stronger enemy

I can make my own decisions
Why can't you understand

That you deserve more than I can give to you
I know I swore to never let you down

I'm so sorry for not being by your side

Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep but everything is losing its grace unless you go away

And when the night sets in I'm sure I'll get some sleep
I must convince myself, pretend to be ok
And at the end of the day I'll end up in this waste

Until the morning melts my skin!

And finally I know, I am the one to blame
And for the ones I love, I'll never be the same
And begging on my knees, "let her forget my sins"
Screaming up to the sky "give me another chance"

You desire it, you want it, you love it, you get it, you need it
Everything relies on mistakes I have done to myself
As I lied to myself when everyone in this room stared at me
The only thing I want to do is breathing, eating, living
The life I was supposed to live before everything crashed down on me

I have to survive the night
But I hit the bottle just to fall asleep again
They guaranteed I would never ever be alone
I can't remember if I ever felt abandoned like this

I would never be alone

I can't believe another word they say
Let me slip away in melancholy
When everything goes its way
And everyone fades away

I need to get myself out of this mess I made

Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep cause everything is losing its grace unless you go away
Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep unless you go away

I try to build a home until they take it from me
When they locked the door there was no need to be sincere
Can't you feel my heart bleeding when they push me away
This place will never be the same