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Infiltrate
04:49
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I am everything you want
I'm everything you see
I'm everything you know
I am everything
No need to feel ashamed of yourself
Swallow your pride and hold your breath until the end
You want to free the world from its disease
Be a saviour
In fact you are the pain to be eased
Everything you touch ends up turning into tragedy
Inflicting pain deep inside of me
I am everything you want and
I am everything you see
Will there be a cure for aspiration
And you might think
It comes in handy knowing everyone‘s private data from
beginning to the end
Time is passing by
But you‘re not about to turn your back on me
You think you‘ll turn to gods someday
While resting your eyes on me
I am everything
I am everyone you know
I am everything
I am everyone you asked for
I am everything
I am
I am everything
I am everyone you know
What would you do if you felt treated like machinery
Your eyes refuse to see the world as living entity
Breathing heavily
You stare and watch me crying desperately
Frustrating suffocating in the glare of your apathy
You‘re a human being like me
I know you can hear me I know you can see me revolt against
your so called security
You see the devil in every single person without contemplating
Innocence
What scares me somehow, is what cradles the black in your eyes
No one can explain the way you vindicate your mind escaping
arrogance you‘re still so proud of
Enjoying battering the rights of mankind
Friendship will leave a hole inside your head
Friendship will leave a hole inside your head
I know you want the "best" for me
But you chose profit over privacy
You chose profit over privacy
But you chose profit over god damn privacy
This is my wakeup call
Turn off the cameras
I don‘t need them anymore
The paranoia represents the misleading lack of my ambitions
But I‘m scared, yeah I‘m so scared to reveal what‘s moving
around in my head
This deprivation has started to become a part of me
Violently this aggression started to take control of my mind
And you still lie to me
Taking advantage of all of my habits
Still drawing profit under the pretence of keeping me safe
I am everything you want
I am everything you see
I am everything you know
I am everything
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A Bullet And A Backbone
04:43
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You spread your words like a disease, I can‘t even count them / the lies
Convincing me to understand you had no choice
You are even more alone than you think
Still pretending you‘ll be happy this way
You need to get yourself out of this mess
You‘re still alive but it must feel like death
When you hear no sound
When you can‘t hear me screaming, yelling, crying
You‘re a fucking disgrace
When memory is poison
And ignorance is bliss
You managed to become my burden
Overwhelming me
I tried so hard to communicate
But I never got anything back in return
And how I feel cheated
Disgusted by your incapability of making friends at all
Oh you‘re still wasting time
I will never forget what you have done to me as you injured my pride
You have your fingers crossed behind your back
Still trying to hide behind your masquerade
You make me disappear
Behind your blinding light so I give in
Accepting, knowing that I will regret again
And I watch from the other side
And I could be the one who‘s torn apart
And I can‘t help myself but give in to the arguments that keep me safe in here
I layed my guns to the ground
Cannot escape their sound
With all those lies around
I hate you in a way I can‘t explain
For all these years I accepted this pain
Why are you so unthoughtful to the ones you‘re supposed to love
I layed my guns to the ground
Cannot escape their deafening sound
And I watch from the other side
And I could be the one who‘s torn apart
And I can‘t help myself but give in to the arguments that keep me safe in here
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Cut Your Beards
04:27
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4. |
Bitter Taste of Ironknee
05:00
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It didn't even feel like we were saints
But we were never saints
But we always said that we were free from the sound of the masses
We see your problem but it doesn't matter for prevention from the heat of the madness
You'll see there's a psychopath inside but we didn't even mind that
We're the poison for your goodness
The first time you will lose control but you'll never be alone
Just feel embraced by our violence
You are just one of a kind
You didn't know but I‘m the one you can trust
But every breath you take is filling my lungs with dust
If I finally think that you're just a fake
Oh keep in mind that I‘m just fucking disappointed in you
How dare you?
How could you resist?
We warned you
You praised our savior
How could you escape from this hell, from this place?
Oh, this rage will be my sickness
You'll just walk alone
So you'll never be part of the living nightmare
What would you ask if the last thing you can see is me
Drowning in hate against you
Reset your state of mind, accept that you are just the shame of our kind
You can dig a hole to bury yourself in your fucking ignorance
And I thought that I will break upon your knees
But I can feel your teeth in me
You‘re feasting on my bones, let them corrode so you can rip me up
You have to leave this place cause everything you say ain't nothing to me
God damn I hate you
You'll just walk alone
So you'll never be part of the living nightmare
What would you ask if the last thing you can see is me
drowning in hate against you
Reset your state of mind, accept that you are just the shame of our kind
You can dig a hole to bury yourself in your fucking ignorance
I am losing control
Prepare for our madness
I cannot believe this
God damn
You are a disaster
Oh this is the kind of vision that you all have been waiting for
So keep on waiting
Oh please stay awake and just keep on watching me while I'm sleeping in bliss
You'll never be alone
You are just one of a kind
Hey! We are still in here
With everything you hate
With everything you need
Hey! We are still in here
With everything you needed
Maybe you're the one who can defeat us
But you cried an ocean between us
Remember you're the one to blame
Cause everything you say is driving me insane
You are just as scared as me
But I'm not a millionaire, cannot finance your reality
But you don‘t know that you‘re haunting me with your shadow that imitates
You fooled me when you said that you belonged to me
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5. |
And Finally It Works
05:39
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Don't tell me that I've been wrong
I don't need your advice
It feels like being exiled
And all my thoughts got pushed aside
No I don't want to move backwards
No I don't want to be the one I always tried to be
This will end soon
This will be the last day in this place
I reached for the end and it became my nightmare
I reached for the end and it became my dream
And I keep summoning my own demon that
makes me hit the surface that makes me feel the water pouring into my lungs
I've lost count of all the retries
But I stay focused on the hindsight
Instead of taking my time and moving forward
Haunt
Cause I'm not innocent
Shame
Cause I haven't had an hour to spend
I thought I can fight procastination
That leads me into isolation
You're not the one who allowed me to speak
But you make me float away from reality
While becoming my singularity
Oh I'll never reach an end
Cause it looks incomplete
Cause I was focused on the wrong things
I can't feel the most
And if I get this out of me
And if I lose my family
I will be lost forever
I reached for the end and it became my dream
It's hard to show strength due to the fact that I feel weak
That it's myself tightening the noose around my neck
Making me unable to speak
I truly was about to concentrate
But that spirit left me quickly
So let the flames embrace the front page
And let the scissors do the rest
And in the end I need to start from scratch
While we both coexist
And even if I try to begin I'll be confronted with a new burden
But I keep working on and I will be the one who keeps the clockwork running
I am what I am
I can't feel the most
And if I get this out of me
And if I lose my family
I will be lost forever
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Drugs And Shelter
05:51
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I grew up, I broke down, I lived life for you
I stand up, I break down, I give up for you
And there is one thing I'm finally sure of
I gave my courage away cause I am done with it
I miss the warmth that I had before I decided to break the routine
It feels like the rain got under my skin
From now on it seems I have to live with this
In my dreams I killed the ones I always wanted to blame
I realized I have a stronger enemy
I can make my own decisions
Why can't you understand
That you deserve more than I can give to you
I know I swore to never let you down
I'm so sorry for not being by your side
Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep but everything is losing its grace unless you go away
And when the night sets in I'm sure I'll get some sleep
I must convince myself, pretend to be ok
And at the end of the day I'll end up in this waste
Until the morning melts my skin!
And finally I know, I am the one to blame
And for the ones I love, I'll never be the same
And begging on my knees, "let her forget my sins"
Screaming up to the sky "give me another chance"
You desire it, you want it, you love it, you get it, you need it
Everything relies on mistakes I have done to myself
As I lied to myself when everyone in this room stared at me
The only thing I want to do is breathing, eating, living
The life I was supposed to live before everything crashed down on me
I have to survive the night
But I hit the bottle just to fall asleep again
They guaranteed I would never ever be alone
I can't remember if I ever felt abandoned like this
I would never be alone
I can't believe another word they say
Let me slip away in melancholy
When everything goes its way
And everyone fades away
I need to get myself out of this mess I made
Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep cause everything is losing its grace unless you go away
Maybe it seems safe in here but everything is starting to change unless you go away
Maybe she'll find her sleep unless you go away
I try to build a home until they take it from me
When they locked the door there was no need to be sincere
Can't you feel my heart bleeding when they push me away
This place will never be the same
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